My life reminds me of an interesting roller coaster. I went on another road trip this time to Washington in the month of July. To me it was to visit my spiritual sister and god daughter after their move to the mainland. It was also a break from just crazy schedule and crazy life. It was my way of taking back some control.
The visit was awesome. Late nights of chatting. Fresh air, exploration of new places I never have been. Great backdrops and meeting of new people. Bonding moments and rekindling of spiritual bonds. I rested, did no work what so ever and just chilled. 2 weeks turned into 3 as well, part of the trip was business. My dear spiritual sister is a health coach and sells dōTERRA like myself so was helping with website- yes although awesome happen, my rollercoaster life came into play.
So has the rollercoaster ended in a beautiful bliss, I was homeward bound until a twist and sharp turn happen.
After the sharp turn, I remembered a quote about living your life and not someone else's. I knew I had to make some hard choices that would truly change my life and my family. In the end it came down to respect. I am one to have people around me tha respect me. If you respect me I will respect you. That is pretty much a golden rule. Dispute all the chaos at the time of this hard twist and turn and the hurt and pain. I know that this was a positive thing although it looks very negative at the moment. For this moment I have lost someone to me that is flesh and blood. I miss them dearly. As angry as they maybe with me, my love will always be there. In the end I am not angry at them. I just was done. In life you have to break negative cycles. You have to break the dangerous parts of the rollercoaster.
This part of my ride is done for the moment and now I am on another ride. Life has been going back to another interesting rollercoaster ride.
Rollercoasters are what they are thrills and bliss. However to be safe on one you must maintain. Life is one rollercoaster after another. You can maintain it by check and balances. It may suck along the way, but in the end things will start to run smoothly. If you lose things along the way, just remember the bad things are good to be lost and only better can happen. If you find the cycle repeating sometimes you just have to get off the ride entirely and find a new path.
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