The above image is a Nebula. However as a reader, when I see space images I see them as tarot cards. When I saw this, I knew this image was me. It not only conveyed the feelings I have been dealing with this week, but also visually as well.
I have been thinking alot about my life of late. Sometimes things just don't work out, these past weeks was one of them. I have moved from Portland, back in the same area in Washington I was before. I have been feeling pretty defeated about this turn of events. It was like a wave crashing down upon me. I wanted the invisiblity cloak to surround me and get lost in the waves that was at the time drowning me.
I started to think about all the goodness I have seen. Actually, seeing one of the youth I worked with while living in Germany, succeeding, that spun a goodness wave, that I was able to surf for awhile. I thought about, all the good I have been blessed to see, experience and so much more. I had the sunshine on my face. Yes, I was riding the wave out from my crashing waves of defeation. I could finally see the blue sky above me, even when I had thoughts of all the bad in my life.
I am unique, just like every single one of us.
I am the Nebula.
I am the Wave.
Pillars of Creation.
I am the pillar of creation of my authentic self.
I have learned in life, that riding the waves was not always easy. The better, I allowed myself to take the ride of the wave and trust it, the better I became.
Authentic Self/Higher Mind it is the blue sky of the nebula, it is the blue sky above the waters. You get to choose if you want to ride the wave or get lost in the darkness.
I choose to ride the wave! What's your choice?
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