priority club

I decided to write this because with life changes you have to come to a sense of knowing what is important, unimportant and what labels as priority. 

I work people all the time and they come back to me and ask why something is not work or they fall back into old routines. If anyone knows me when I do work with one, I am very straight forward. Everything I tell a person, even if it may seem bad/negative is actually in the good/positive cause that is what the person needs to hear in that very moment. 

Negative people love to feed on this energy and they can somehow have a sick twisted view of their own reality. So in reality when they hear something positive to help them, they only view the negative, some may even become defensive. Some may call this being guarded as well. This honestly is a normal reaction to those whom are new to any body/mind work. But those, whom have been trying to and ignore the work. Not be MINDFUL of intake of the world around them, may not see the harm they are doing to oneself. They get lost in what is actually important. 

Funny thing is that most people go through this phase in life. Life feels good, looks good, everything seems so perfect on the outside, but on the inside the person has the true self. They maybe depressed, suicidal, addictions and the list can go on. They make up excuses, they say how great things are, but in reality have priorities all screwed up. 

Examples:

• Depression- This has been in the news, really recent due to Robin Williams death. Here, this funny man loved by all, dies. He kills himself. How can someone whom has the world love them, be so depressed? That is the kicker, he appeared to be normal for the world to see- but inside he had his own struggles. Whatever, they may be, on the late Robin Williams knows. Yes, it sad, so loved, but now gone. We did not live in his reality. We only saw what was on the surface. He got lost in his negative reality, thus consuming him to his death. I sadly, can relate to this. I suffered depression for a long period in my early to mid 20s. I at one point got lost in my own negative reality and tried to kill myself. I am not proud of that moment, but I know from that moment I did grow. I became more aware of my world around me. I had to figure it out. I had to become more mindful. I found the end of the tunnel. Have I suffered from depression since? Yes, When I found out I had cancer, I had no one around me. I felt alone. I felt angry. I slipped into a depression. I had forgotten to breathe. Be mindful and be aware. Once I became aware. I became anew.
  
• Suicidal- Sadly from my own experience of those dark thoughts, I can tell you a true suicidal person does not talk about suicide. They don't leave notes, they just react. They are not in the right frame of mind. The mind becomes so involved with the darkness of negative that no light shines. Yes, there are signs, but not always. This is very tricky. I personally see the signs, not only because of whom I am, but also because I was that person. This is the hardest I think for most people, cause gut reaction is to over help a person. If you, yourself are not protected from the spirals of negative energy that flows through the victims mind, you can be dragged down. Please always allow or seek help of professionals. Remember, professionals are trained to help a person help themselves. They are the ones that can help redirect. 
• Addictions- Oh this hits home to me so many levels. I think when people hear addictions they automatically think drugs. Nope. Addictions can be to anything. Currently we have a world that is addicted to social media, that we forget to look up. Sometimes addictions mask other addictions. I can tell you only from my own experiences with my family. My Aunt was the sweetest woman in the world, would do anything for anyone. She helped the homeless by giving them odd jobs, or let them sleep in her house. Her heart of was full of love and kindness. However, she drank. She drank a gallon of wine daily. She mixed in water and would tell you, "I am drinking it with water..". Yet, she would still drink that same gallon of wine. That was her reality that she created for herself. That she did not have a problem with drinking, cause she mixed it with water. My Aunt passed away in 1995. She died, cause she had liver issues from drinking. She could not be placed on the transplant list, because she could not stop drinking. Her body failed her to the point that she was induced into a medical coma and life support. My father, her twin, had to make the decision to remove her. My father had his demons as well with his addictions. Work, beer, perfection...this list goes on. My stepmother, had her's- she had a horrible addiction to coke, crack and diet pills. They had underlying issues as well. I know friends, who drink far to much and don't think they have a problem-when they clearly do. Let me explain something about addictions. When addictions take over any of the priority clubs you have put in placed. It is time to seek help. 

I currently have people in my life that are like this. This is no shock, that here this person whom is an energy worker actually has people in her life that are "screwed up" why don't she fix them.  Well, it's simple it is not my job to fix people. I can only be the guide. I can only give the tools. I can only give the straight talk. I can only give the tough love. In the end, it is the person themselves whom actually "fix" themselves. They are the ones whom gave power to the priority clubs in their lives. Yes, I can redirect. But, there is a point where my human body and spirit says, I can not. I am only the bridge, the nesting doll, the facilitator. (The names I have been called) 


If you want something bad enough you work hard to get it. It becomes universal law. Law of attraction, comes into play. It does not happen overnight. It is not a magical seed that sprouts over night and you can climb to the top. It takes work. It takes effort. It takes a person to have their own priority club. 

Even, myself as a light path worker, I must grow daily. I must maintain my own practices and be mindful. I look past the "bull shit". I place my intentions in the universe daily. Each day I get signs. Some days they are small, others so large its like a neon sign from the 80s. But, I have to work. I have my own priority club I have made for myself. 

My duties as a energy worker are to heal when I can give, to listen to my guides and ancients, give information when it is called for. All I say is for the good, don't read into the negative. If you see the negative, change your prospective. Close your eyes, close your eyes....Now see the world differently