Sometimes I even I fall. I have been under a lot of stress lately and admit I am falling. However I believe we all fall if we don't do the actions to help ourselves, we will just fall deeper. I am at that crossroad in my life.
I always have helped others and have had a few light my path as well. However the universe does what it does and reminds me I have to take my own advices and listen to the inner voice. Personally this has turned into an ego struggle within myself.
Since I have always been the one to lean on and personally I only lean on a few people in my life. I forget some days it is literally all about me, taking care of me and not others. My ego crossroad.
I have been dealing with some health issues that I will be honest avoiding like the plague. Gifts are curses when it comes to health issues and currently I need to deal with with this curse. So I am setting my ego aside and dealing with this crossroad. I am giving up 2 things I currently love ( I work as a photographer and makeup artist) to take care of myself. I am not giving up completely just giving up doing for others. I will do for myself, cause I need these things in my life to make me complete. So this crossroad made me think of those whom might read this blog. What crossroad have you crossed and actually made a choice. Something you have done for yourself? Why do you have the guilt or thoughts of selfishness? If we don't cross the road to self awareness and self help how can you help others. That is the ending thought. Time to rise my vibration so I can continue help rise others.
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