As the world around me is shifting, including myself and my own surroundings. I have been seeking mediation states more and more everyday. Whilst during listening to random song choices of Pandora's David Bowie channel, headphone game on strong. I got lost in the vibrations of a song (don't ask me I don't have a clue what song) which I often do when my meditation game is strong. For me I follow the song waves and they become something entirely different than the actual song playing for the moment. They become like currents for me to hitch rides to a higher vibrational frequency. Which is why I use sound during my healing sessions.
I found myself in 5D drifting higher until I came across the only thing I can say was a void. But this void was all the frequency of higher collectives merging as one.
My body was no longer my body. I was pure energy. I could see the flicks of energy bouncing back in and out of this what only I can say was a vortex of light. I become closer and closer, free. Nothing around me had an existence. I was for that moment in 7D. Then suddenly something happen.
I saw a figure come towards me, it was different because in the void of light it was dark. It was oddly strange, I remember saying to myself "dad?". As soon as I said that the figure went thru me, I remember suddenly my body jerked. I opened my eyes, but I couldn't see. So I closed them to return. However, that jerk set me what I can only describe as "out of frequency" with the 7D. It was like my energy was for a moment kinda like static electricity trying to enter. I could see my own frequency pattern jagged. Kinda reminded me of what you would see on a heart monitor.
The next thing I knew my phone rang. I belong to an online gaming community and only a few have my number. It was from one of those members. Only reason this person would cal me is because of game. So that call knocked me clear back to earth. But I was not really on earth.
I went to my game did a roll call, since when I answered no one was on the other end. Thought to myself strange, nothing is going on in the game. Then it dawned on me, my friend who called is a geologist. I just laughed sent him a message about his call and how it sent me back to earth. The strange thing was my vision was super blurry. Like my eyes could not focus.
So after I sent him the message, spirit told me to check the time I got the call. I first read it as 655, because of my vision being they way it was. Ok, got the message. Then I was talking to my husband about the message. Mind you I was still in 4D at this time, so although I was aware of my surroundings I was what you can say "not all there".
I tried to focus on coming back from the meditation. Spirit called to me again, check time. I looked at my phone it was slightly past 6pm. Then it clicked the phone call could have not come in at that time. So I looked at time again of the phone call 5:55pm I just bursted out laughing. Shortly after I got a message from my game friend stating his 2 year had his phone and he apologized for calling. I laughed when I heard it was a 2 year old, I had been getting messages of 222 combos all week.
It took some time for my vision to come back.
This experience is exactly what I needed. I feel free of burdens that have been bothering me all week.
I will admit I have been super sensitive to others vibrations. But I pushed whatever was given to me back out to this plane of existence.
I decided to write this because with life changes you have to come to a sense of knowing what is important, unimportant and what labels as priority.
I work people all the time and they come back to me and ask why something is not work or they fall back into old routines. If anyone knows me when I do work with one, I am very straight forward. Everything I tell a person, even if it may seem bad/negative is actually in the good/positive cause that is what the person needs to hear in that very moment.
Negative people love to feed on this energy and they can somehow have a sick twisted view of their own reality. So in reality when they hear something positive to help them, they only view the negative, some may even become defensive. Some may call this being guarded as well. This honestly is a normal reaction to those whom are new to any body/mind work. But those, whom have been trying to and ignore the work. Not be MINDFUL of intake of the world around them, may not see the harm they are doing to oneself. They get lost in what is actually important.
Funny thing is that most people go through this phase in life. Life feels good, looks good, everything seems so perfect on the outside, but on the inside the person has the true self. They maybe depressed, suicidal, addictions and the list can go on. They make up excuses, they say how great things are, but in reality have priorities all screwed up.
I currently have people in my life that are like this. This is no shock, that here this person whom is an energy worker actually has people in her life that are "screwed up" why don't she fix them. Well, it's simple it is not my job to fix people. I can only be the guide. I can only give the tools. I can only give the straight talk. I can only give the tough love. In the end, it is the person themselves whom actually "fix" themselves. They are the ones whom gave power to the priority clubs in their lives. Yes, I can redirect. But, there is a point where my human body and spirit says, I can not. I am only the bridge, the nesting doll, the facilitator. (The names I have been called)
If you want something bad enough you work hard to get it. It becomes universal law. Law of attraction, comes into play. It does not happen overnight. It is not a magical seed that sprouts over night and you can climb to the top. It takes work. It takes effort. It takes a person to have their own priority club.
Even, myself as a light path worker, I must grow daily. I must maintain my own practices and be mindful. I look past the "bull shit". I place my intentions in the universe daily. Each day I get signs. Some days they are small, others so large its like a neon sign from the 80s. But, I have to work. I have my own priority club I have made for myself.
My duties as a energy worker are to heal when I can give, to listen to my guides and ancients, give information when it is called for. All I say is for the good, don't read into the negative. If you see the negative, change your prospective. Close your eyes, close your eyes....Now see the world differently
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