I took myself off facebook, yet this will be posting on facebook, irony. I have however for the sake of social media I had scheduled posts already before making the leap off for the week after Christmas. It was a clearing of my head. The first few days, boredom took over. I don't have my other auto and the rain has given me cabin fever of sorts. But yesterday I was able to get outside. Fresh air at 38F. Well needed.
Like most of the end of the years I reflect and thankful for what the year gave me and what it did not give me. The highs and the lows. The growths and the many blessings thru all the struggles this year. I got really bad news yesterday about my dad. It was news I did not want to hear. I know in 2016 I will have more struggles and some lows. I also I will have some very awesome highs because the universe is very awesome and loves me and has my back.
I got a few calls today, one was thanking me for posting the video on facebook today, it was just what they needed to hear. Which I found comforting in my own way, earlier this week right after I had posted the other video. A another text came in from someone else I know that begged me to not stop making my videos. This was from someone I had known for a long time. I was unaware that she even watched any of my videos. She told me she watched all of them, and they changed her life. I told her thanks, the universe sent me that message just in time. I had been struggling so much of late. I have so much of finding my words due to my disability. i am very educated, but this year has been the worse year for me health wise. But the universe had my back this year, I have been blessed with amazing doctors. I am finally after many years getting the help I need. Everything happens for a reason, and sometimes you get thrown on a path where you wonder why you get thrown on. I always tell people, you have to be patient there is a reason. Don't question. Even when you think the world is going to shit around you, trust that there will be good coming out of the muck. Sometimes you have to go thru a little rough waters.
I think in life it's if you want to fight it, or let go of ego and go with it. You can try and try and try and try and try.....but there is a point you just have to let go and trust in where the universe is going to lead you. Don't get me wrong you are your own compass, but if you fight certain things where the universe is pushing you towards- honey hang up your compass and just let go. That is the greatest lesson I learned when we packed up our life savings, husband quit his job of 18 years and we moved to the PNW. By the grace of the universe, our rent is paid monthly ( and trust me the months we are talkings pennies on making that rent payment) so we still have a roof over our head. So that I count my blessings and ever grateful, but I had to hang my own compass to trust that there is a reason why my husband has not found the better paying job yet. There is a reason for A-B-C- and you know...I have some health stuff that came up if I have private insurance I could not pay for. So I look at the positive side, maybe this is what the universe has in store and after this test then it will fall in place, so this is what lays ahead for 2016. And you know what.....universe keeps telling me I am not meant to work a 9-5 job anyways. I meant to focus on being Hamsa Sandra, because now more and more people are being vocal- and I will be honest, sometimes I tap the mic and wonder " is this thing on?"
2016 is upon us...I am ready to be my best for you. I tap into source all the time and I have messages I want to get across. But I am also cautious. I want the messages to be heard to those who are hungry for it. Who are willing to do the work, who are willing to invest in themselves.
I wish everyone Love and Light! PS- There is specials going on in the stores! FYI!! Heads up!!
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