Well, it has been some busy months since I last posted. I started a new job within my community. I had shoulder surgery last month, along with moving and currently getting ready to host an exchange student for the school year. WE are beyond excited for these next chapters in our life. Everything I feel we have been manifesting is now here. It has been a long road, a difficult one as well, but we finally are on that road.
We (husband and I) had to let go of alot of things from our past, when we moved from Washington alot of personal things and material things were left behind, some by choice, some by forgetfulness of being sick and mentally drained and exhausted. Everyone in my family was sick, when we, left Washington state, my husband's blood pressure was in the above 240, we all lost so much weight it was literally making us ill. Mentally, I lost myself to the point I checked myself into a critical care unit. I have a full blown nervious breakdown, where my body, just gave up. It broke down. We was not living our best life. We was more concerned about everyone else's needs, we forgotten about our own needs. So our own egos, had to let go of that behavior. It was time to take care of one self.
I have done mini workshops here about on self care, yet as a teacher I was not using my own practices. So yes, it was time to recenter and CHANGE.
We all have the road that life throws in front of us, I once stated this many times before, that road might be a smooth one or it might be one hell of a ride with lots of detours and contruction, however the road leads you to where you will go in the end. The part as a human being is to remember to keep your intentions and thought patterns on the positive part of that end result. Not to get stuck in the negative. If you do get stuck in the negative traffic of your life journey, remember that it is only temporary. Pray, say your affirmations or do what works for you to reset your mind. Your mind, is a computer. There are times, that computer needs a little cleaning up and a reboot. Don't be afraid. Trust me, there is some wonderful parts in that scary journey that are total lessons and when you get past that part of the journey and look back- you will understand how blessed you actually are.
Change and letting go you will lose things along the way, but remind yourself, that the things you lost have served their purpose in your life. As much as it may hurt when you look upon the things you have lost, remember the good in all of it. Don't get stuck. Don't feed the hurt it serves no purpose to you only hurt. Don't punish yourself. Especially for things that are beyond your control. I have always believed that God places things in our life because that is part our story in our book of life, I don't know why I feel like this book as been written with strange story lines so others can learn and grow or within ourselves we have a destiny greater than we can imagine after we are long gone from this planet we call earth. In history we have the souls that went through some really hard times, such as Telsa, Van Gough etc..., yet these people are remembered for some of the greatest works. I am sure when they were alive they were just like the rest of us, living ordinary lives. Trying to change themselves to make the world a better place, but feeling so small in the greater space of life. Yet, many years after their deaths, see how they have made the world a better place. That was part of the story, in their storybook of life. The story moves on. I know it is a strange concept and thought to have, but it is part of change and letting go after all.
I rather live in a world where I am happy in the moment, instead of being miserable. I rather live in a world where I am ok with myself and not worried about pleasing others. I rather live in a world, where I control my own pain and let go of it. Where foregiveness is for myself, because I deserve the peace.
What are you going to CHANGE today? The choice is all yours.
I was speaking to part of my cosmic tribe this week and she made me chuckle with a quote, "You need to come with a warning label! You turn people's lives upside down for the good. You make us do the work." This is very true. When you start your journey with me, you will start to see your life change. However, I am not the one making those changes for you, you are doing the changes! I just open and expand your consciousness to see your authentic life. I help you, help yourself. I stir up the gift of which God is in you. ( 2 Tim 1:6)
Life is a matter of looking at things from another point of view at times. Sometimes, you have to look at life, from outside of yourself, to look within yourself, to see the real truth of what you desire and truly want to live as an authentic self. However, the work is never easy. If it was, so many people would just do it. And can you imagine what our world would look like if everyone was in touch with their authentic self? The reward is amazing, but also understand that every day, one must work on oneself. Living authentic is a daily event. To stir up the gift of God which is in you, is a daily event. Everyday one must do the work.
Be prepared! Recipe for authentic living, is very simple, if you choose to let it be, however it can be very complicated as well depending on how you let outside influences dictate your life. Remember the tips I posted in the last blog post. Review them. Don't be afraid of them! Also remember you are in complete control of your own happiness!
Happiness is a state of mind, it can only be found in discovering the purpose of your soul! Therefore you must release any doubts, in order to allow the God to work within you. Happiness is giving thanks, for the life you have lived (yes, even the bad folks) and for the life you have yet to live. I know, in life when life throws you lemons, it is hard to see the forward motion. But one must seek the gratitude and acknowledge it! That positive state of mind, will soar your growth. Living in the vibration of happiness and authentic self. I will touch more on some guidelines on getting in touch with the ultimate happiness in the near future.
Your soul path for authentic living takes work, the reward is amazing. It will be hard. Some days you may be harder than others, please do not give up. Brush yourself off. Seek out those that are willing to help ( like people like myself) but most important listen to the God within, believe in the beauty and the power of your higher self.
This is another installment from the Personal Transformation series. This week I want to speak about your spiritual mind. This in your mind as an energy field. We have all heard the terms, what you seek out you will get in return. Hence why we make vision boards, keep positive affirmations on goals we want, etc. But people tend to forget that in metaphysical science, it is taught that the energies of the mind are different frequencies. Actually everything around you has it's own frequencies, all matter. From the air we breathe to the voice we speak.
We attract to ourselves in physical form that which we are thinking on a mental level. Remember, like attracts like. Therefore we must obtain at all times a positive mental attitude. When we place negative and destructive thoughts out in the universe, we broadcast telepathically with those same negative thought energies and patterns. WE and ONLY WE are connecting with the corresponding energies levels of everything in nature, whether on this planet or not. Therefore we physically manifest the energy levels of our mind and thoughts. So if you are in a negative vortex of thinking, you will create a negative vortex around you. This is the spiritual magnetism.
Therefore we must create a subconscious and conscious connection to our positive energy connections. One of the simplest things we can do is maintain a positive attitude. Refuse to accept anything negative or self destructive about yourself or life. At the same time, it is essential to take time to focus on reprogramming your mind to positive thoughts. So how do we do that? Life is beating us down daily with negativity. It is hard, we all get wrapped up.
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