I am chuckling about my choice of title for this week blog post. I kinda do feel very Leeloo at times and in a way the type of starseed For pop culture sake I am a bit like a Leeloo, no wonder why my husband loves that movie so much and I do as well. LOL The clicks in my head, but then again that is what this entire week has been about.
One of the main questions I get asked a lot is where do I get the knowledge I know. Did I learn it somewhere. What books did I read, etc. Most will be surprised, I don't read a lot of "new age" books. I have books. I use books for references. I know authors, but when I read them, the read is more of a validation of knowledge I have known all my life. It sounds kinda of cocky I know. But as a star seed our brains are wired very interesting. But to answer that question honestly, I get the information and my knowledge from source. It's already in my brain, it just get's accessed when I need to use it. Kinda like a computer accessing files.
Before my ataxia took over my body I was a multitasker like crazy. My thirst for knowledge was the same way. Well, it still is I am just a bit slower now, but the material I like to study are kinda wacky and random. I mean who takes a MIT to understand molecular biology and convert DNA sequence to RNA sequence to protein sequence by the great professor Eric S. Lander Take his Introduction to Biology- The Secret of Life if you want to challenge yourself. You will be folding proteins fun stuff! Okay slightly off topic but not really. But this is how my brain has always worked. I have more manuals and educational type books in my home than I have normal reading books. Kinda a star seed trait.
When I was a kid my books was George Orwell, Isaac Asimov, Ray Bradbury, with a mix of Nancy Drew. I loved them, because I was eager to solve them. I also was a lover of classics Lewis Carroll and Poe. As an adult I own books about Ram Dass, Buddhist teachings and more. But I only peer into them, when seeking help to get my point across or in need of inspiration.
I have been peeling away many layers of my star seed self. I knew I was a star seed as a child, because I never felt like I belong. I would hear stories from my father how my mother thought she was an alien herself. My father thinking she was bat shit crazy, so of course I kept my own feelings of feeling "alien" myself.
I saw arch angel Micheal as a child, he saved me more than once. I knew just growing up that things were not right. I did not have the kindest upbringing in my life. But I somehow managed to survive. I remember trying to run away one time when I was about 8th grade. I snuck out my window in the middle of the night, I just looked at the stars. I did not know where I was going to go, but it was freedom for a brief moment. And it was like the stars guided me back home, telling me, nope- you have to go back no matter. The sky and nature have always guided me. Just one of those other traits.
As I got older my I knew my dreams of becoming an astronaut was not going to be real, but I did join the service as a secret squirrel for a little while. I think that is when my own activation started. I started noticing people, and objects, and was in touch with my past lives. Basically in my 20s I kinda went coco puff crazy. I was vibing with the wrong and right people. Was pulled in way to many directions and had a few crash a burns. I would say more crashes than anything else. It happens. I was completely ungrounded. Also I was unaware of how old I was.
So we fast forward to my 40s. I turn 45 in January. And in the past 5 years I have been more in touch with my ancients than I have ever in my life. I have been able to transform the rest of my DNA that I need at this present time. I feel I am about 90% activated, and will never be at 100% because well that is pure source light. But in human form I will take the 90%. The funny thing about this all is I have had to go thru what I call the test by fire. Almost a test if I am worthy of being the key. And the past 5 years have been some very trying times in my life. I have love, lost, grieved, still grieving, joy, gratitude and many blessings. Yes, I am out weighting the negative, I am tipping my scales. That is what you have to do in life, tip your scales.
I had to figure out I am my own Fifth Element. I am the weapon that can fight off the evil that surrounds myself and other's around me. HEHE back to that Hamsa again. I am that divine light human form. I may not be fighting off a alien race to stop the great evil, I mean after all that is just a movie. But as a star seed I can tell you this, even thou that was just a movie, everyone has light within them, to stop hate. To promote peace, love and understanding. Our world needs that more now than ever. So take charge of your inner Leeloo and find your divine light. Become your own Fifth Element.
I have been meaning to write this blog post for awhile now. I did not know if I was going to place this in a video form or blog form. But with the world events, the universal timing was just perfect. Now what does world events and my name have to go together? Well the the funny you should ask that.
Anyone who knows me, I see everyone as equals. I am a true believer of the word NAMASTE. My soul, honors your soul. However, because of whom I am, a keyholder, a ancient starseed child, I am been given a task to protect and help human beings bridge themselves to a higher vibration. And throughout on my life I have study different path of so called spiritual religious dogmas, and I throughout them all they all follow the same patterns with different names or characters. The 'Christians' have taken from the 'Pagans' and repackaged in a form that suited them and so on and so forth. Throughout history this has been a deep seeded on going theme. So I decided to take one of the powerful symbols out of all of those dogmas and use it in my name. My name Sandra in accordance to the 'Christian' view means helper of mankind. Fitting for who I am. Then we have the Hamsa which has its own powerful meaning that spreads throughout many dogmas: Judaism, Islam, Christianity, Hinduism, Buddhism and culture in the Anatolia.
The Hamsa has been called many other names due to its spread through out, many of the names you may have heard before. Hand of Fatima, Hand of God, Woman's Holy Hand, Humes, Humsa Hand, others refer to the Mundras. So what does this powerful symbol mean? On my homepage I actually have the basic universal law meaning of the power of the hamsa. But today I am going to break it down further. Because I choose the hamsa because of how it is represented throughout all the dogmas. What it universal represents as a whole. I truly believe who I am as human being on this earth and as a lightbeing is a represents me as Hamsa Sandra.
Hamsa: universal spiritual meaning- ancient amulet symbolizing the Hand of God. In all faiths it is a protective sign. the symbol of holiness, healing and miracles, which would pull the forces of good to the bearer and protect them from unseen dangers, disease, and neutralize the negative energies of envy and the forces of evil.
Judaism: It is believed to be the hand of the Prophet Moses’ sister Miriam and is represented in the five books of Judaism.
Islam: Fatima's Hand. Hamsa is the hand of Prophet Muhammad's daughter Fatima. It is the symbol of patience, loyalty, faith and resistance against difficulties. According to common belief, it tells of the Fatima's struggle for dignity and her tough life. Thereby, purity, goodness and truth are blessed. For centuries, Fatima’s Hand has been a powerful talisman for good luck and one of the most popular amulets in the world of Islam for protection.
Christianity: This universal amulet represented femininity and had extraordinary characteristics, it protected against the forces of evil for thousands of years, helped to secure peace and was said even to provide healing powers. It helped to make them feel the existence of God in everything and in every new formation. The Hamsa amulet was seen as the symbol of holiness, healing and miracles, which would pull the forces of good to the bearer and protect them from unseen dangers, disease, and neutralize the negative energies of envy and the forces of evil.
Anatolian Muslims respect and love the Virgin Mary just as Christians do, due to this very strong historical and cultural heritage. Hazard Fatima has the same status with the Virgin Mary for the Muslims of Anatolia. The goddess culture, which comes from the matriarchal period, has been continued through to today, by evolving and blending its existence into the more modern religions of today.
There is a formula of belief in Anatolia, which states: Cybele = Artemis = Virgin Mary = Hazrat Fatima. Indeed the Virgin Mary's house in Ephesus, which is the place of pilgrimage for Christians, was established on a hill overlooking to the temple of Artemis, which was not a coincidence. The Virgin Mary's house is also a sacred place for the Muslims of Anatolia. Muslims visit the house, to worship, make votive offerings, make wishes and ask for healing.
Hinduism:Humsa Hand. Mudras, the five fingers of the hand represent the five-energy flows of the human body that are continually going up and down throughout the body. Each finger represents a different element and Energy
Thumb-(Agni Tattava) Fire Element
The Solar Plexus Chakra
(From under the breastbone to the belly button)
index finger-(Vaayu Tattava) Air Element
The Heart Chakra
Middle Finger- (Akaşa Tattava) Ethereal Elements
The Throat Chakra
Ring Finger- (Prithivi Tattava) Land Element
The Root Chakra
(To the center of the genital organs)
Pinkie, little finger- (Apas Tattava) Water Element
The Sacral Chakra
Buddhism: Symbolism is the 5 directions, the number 5 and the colors (white, yellow, red, blue and green.) and mudras. Hand faces down in varada mudra. To feel that blessing and fertility will come, and that prayers will be accepted and requests will be given. Abhaya Mudra; Hand faces up. Do not be afraid, the protective hand and goodness are with you. Directions: East signifies confidence and fearlessness. The hands are in a mudra of casting out fear. West whose hands are in a mudra of meditative concentration. It signifies infinite light and boundless life. The central direction represents wealth. The hands are in the mudra of the ceremony of unction. South. The hands are in a mudra of touching the ground, which symbolizes Sakyamuni Buddha’s resolve to overcome the temptations of Mara and thereby gain supreme enlightenment. North. Signifies calmness and purity. The hands are in the mudra of casting out fear.
Hamsa in Anatolia: Hamsa gained its popularity in Anatolia due to its historic matriarchal culture and the integration of first Christianity through the Virgin Mary and then with Fatima through the spread of Islam into their culture. One of the stories is Mother Umay.
Mother Umay or Mother Moon was the greatest goddess to the Turks shaman after the sky-god. The Mongols called her as Uma Khatun.
In their matriarchal period, she was the goddess who depicted all good habits and helpfulness, protected babies, pregnant women and animals as the symbol of fertility and abundance. Her origins come from the Moon goddess belief, so her Icon is the moon, and she was also known as mother moon.
Umay helped mothers during the birth and she protected the babies. The people believed that Mother Umay protected every baby, for the first three days after birth.
Whenever a child began to cry, it was considered that Umay has left them. To protect babies from evil spirits families attached magical objects on the cradles.
Umay was a goddess who could transfer private and divine powers to people. She lived in the sky and spread her power from the sky to the world.
Her light would penetrate people and remain inside them until death as a spark.
The people took the power of life from this spark and when this power began to fade it was understood, that it was the waning of the light of the spark and approach of death.
When the Turks adopted Islam, they combined the traditions of Shamanism into Islam, so that the old traditions would be kept.
The most powerful shamans were called the khatuns, who were female. They would treat the wounded soldiers in war and were the healers of the Turks.
In its simplest form the symbol for Hamsa is the hand. It is talismanic symbol that they believed would protect them from harm against the evil forces and bring them goodness, abundance, fertility, luck and good health. Hamsa is an icon used by man as a defence, in his struggle against the forces of evil. That is what I am choosing to do in this world myself. I am choosing to be that symbol of good and protect people from harm. I want to being goodness to the world. We are all connected as human beings. Just like this symbol is connected throughout the dogmas. Call me a modern day Mother Umay.
This is why I choose the name Hamsa Sandra. This is why I call this hamsa is part of my website title url. 808 just happens to be the area code of a special spiritual place in Hawaii for me. I choose things in my life that have meaning. They have a greater good a greater calling.
So I will do what is called of me in this human form and my human form names to push forward to that higher good. To do my job to help people to get to a higher calling in their life to be the bridge.
Sandra: helper of mankind
Namelekanimeahanapono: my Inoa, what an honor to be given this by a Kahu. One to who makes right and heals with chat (sound)
and then I have my own Hamsa Sandra: Where I vow to protect, be a good, loving light. To seed the soil and help people grow. To allow people evolve but still give them the protection and defence they need in order to process and be in that place of greater good. This is why I choose to be Hamsa Sandra. I am not your ordinary lightworker. I authentic. I speak truth. I make you face your own truths. I make you do the work. I make you humble. I make you look deep within. I don't do anything to fix you, you do all the work. I just guide you. You have all the answers. I just poke the bear. I give you tools and insights that you may have never really thought of. I give you real world. I give you a hard look in the mirror. I don't coddle. I don't tell you that everything is going to be ok, because some days when you do self work, it's going to be rough. But those days that are rough, those are the days that are the most BEAUTIFUL. Those are the days the greatest transformations happen. And I will be there for you, along your side. I will be your Hamsa.
Back to the question to world events.....did you notice the running theme throughout the symbol with all the dogmas? If not I encourage to go back and click on the links I have provided or do more research on your own about the hamsa. It funny how we live in a world where there is such a common ground, but there is so much hate we can't see past the hate. We need to be on the vibration of OM more. I wish the world healing peace. We are taking to many steps backwards and not forwards for peace. I feel like the ancients are looking down at us just pissed off and about ready to hit the reset button. This world can be beautiful. It is just a shame that it is not right now. I am sorry but that is the truth. Darkness has eaten many souls.
confessions of a starseed
Wisdom to be passed to the human race...